it's complicated

that's how i'll describe the week that has just passed.
it was really hectic and busy that a 20-minute break should be considered a reward.

tuesday.
it was independence day and yet, we're confined to our classroom cramming for the usual start of the year decorations. because there's no camaraderie yet, our section's output turned out to be mediocre work.
as usual, we regretted almost all the news given to us during research time. it was that precious part of our day devoted to the serious stuff we should be doing.
the rest of the tiring day went on in a fast blurr and before i could stop time, it was already...

wednesday.
it was the deadline for the submission of the upcat forms.
almost everybody in our batch were anxious about the courses they would like to take in college. some were shouting at each other, giving advices and suggestions as to what course they should take. many are engaged in serious conversations about college life. i can say that it was the day devoted to up. and up only.
btw, the courses i chose at upd were bs math and bs administration and accountacy. i chose bs math because there's a major in the course that my mother would like me to take. it is called actuarial science. it is quite complicated and obviously, uncommon. my second choice is my friends' idea since i can't choose another course suitable for me.
my second choice of up campus is the one in los baños. there, i chose bs math and chemical engineering. why chemical engineering? well, i once had a knack for chem even though i was a little discouraged in the latter part of my third year.
after class, joan, raye and i went to jollibee to have our dinner. unfortunately, heavy rain poured from the gray-colored sky and we were stranded for quite some time. although it was still raining heavily, we hired a tricycle and asked the driver to bring us back to school. (lakas! hindi kme nagpaalam para lumabas...kahit sa guard! ) bute na lang, kahit medyo makulit ung driver at inaaway ni joan, wafoo!!!

thursday.
it's a busy day. most of my time was devoted to the decorations of my tle quiz notebook. as in kinareer ko tlga. haha. but i really enjoyed.
after class, joan and i decided to go out and play the guitar. my sister joined us a few moments later. it was beyond 6:00 and most of the student body are on their way home. rayson approached us and the two of us had the chance to talk. umalis kc cla joan at raye para maglaro ng bball.
i realized how time went so fast and how distance feasted on us. we had a nice, long talk. kamustahan, sharing of secrets. nakakatuwa lang kc 1st year pa kme nung huli kming nag-usap ng ganun ni rayson. ganun pa rin c kuya. thoughtful and caring. hehe.
we slept late. ay...early pala. hahaha. mag 1:00 na nang mapagod c joan sa pambubully. haha.

friday.
actually, it's also quite a day. we had a quiz in both math and calculus. at pinairal ko na naman ang kabobohan ko. hindi ako nag-aral ng calculus para lang magawa ung tle portfolio. tsk2. bobong ecka. kaya i promised myself never to sacrifice one subject again just for the sake of another.
after dismissal, we decorated the seniors org bulletin board. most of the designs were a combination of mine and carlo's ideas. (doink! kaya nga project manager eh, db? gets mo? project manager! haha.)
debbie and i went home together. namiss ko talaga ang alter ego ko. kaya todo kwentuhan kme.
rayson joined my sister and i in tikling. pagkababa ng jeep, ayan...kwentuhan ulet. haha.


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sa lahat ng malungkot, ngiti naman!!! hahaha.