off my path

this post is a bit sad. so im advicing you not to read it if you're looking for something to cheer you up.

i hate goodbyes. it sucks.
iyakin pa naman ako.
i was listening to the speaker during the presscon this morning when i heard my phone ring its usual message tone. i was surprised to read sir jr's name on the screen (nkkta kc agad ung sender sa sony ericsson). so i opened it. i had a sudden rush of blood through my heart when i read his farewell message.
he's leaving for i don't know. he doesn't want us to know. he told me that it would be on monday. he's final message for me was:

aral ng mabuti ha?

aww. ill surely miss him. panu ba naman...hindi kumpleto ang bawat physics class kung walang joke o kwento. mas madami pa yata kming nilalaan na oras sa katatawanan kesa sa pag-aaral. moreover, i love our physics classes before the upcat because sir jr is feeding us techniques for easier, reliable and better mathematical computations. he calls it "sisiw", which stands for the shortest solution in the world. haha. andami ko na ngang sisiw dhl sa knia eh. :)
on the way home, i thanked him for giving me a grade i don't deserve. well, 91 nga lang pero alam kong hindi ako deserving dun sa grade na un. khit na isa ako sa mga contestants sa olyphysics chorva sa tip.
aun...nagreply c sir at nagkadramahan sa text. kinulit ko pa para sagutin ung mga tanong ko. kaso nung tinanong ko kung san sya pupunta, sa abroad lang ang sinabi nya at monday na rin ang flight nya. wah! ang bilis! ang bilis talaga! tapos nung tnext nya ung pinaka-farewell nya, naiyak ako. pucha! nasa jeep pa naman ako nun!
honestly speaking, he's one of the best teachers ive ever had...hay. im not looking forward to physics every morning anymore. buti na lang excused na ko sa monday. baka maiyak lang ako kpag hindi ko makita si sir jr na pumasok ng classroom pag physics na. ='(


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a little trivia:
when the first tear that leaves your eyes comes from the right, it means joy; but when it comes from the left, it's sadness.